Monday, December 23, 2002

Merry christmas to all. I just finished going through a kidney biopsy, and the DECA provincial competitions in a week.I now have catch up on a week of work, and start my term papers now. *sigh* so much work, and i'm in such bad shape, but atleast I'm still an exec for robotics club. that's all right now, not much to do during the winter break except for sleeping and working.

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

Another week, another Stock market ride through my life. It seems my blood test results aren't that great, therfore I need to take more rests. I also got advice from my parents that I should step down as an Executive Member of Robotics Club, and concentrate more on recovering. It's reasonable, since I only have 2 courses to work on, and I'm working on Math already on my own. Oh geez, I can't even get my thoughts straight, I'm all messed up, and I can't even keep my focus. I'm bouncing around whether I should stay, or leave my position, but I'm not even thinking of valid reasons, it's all based on how I feel. I don't like this, and it's bothering me. My mind's got high Entropy, and I need more energy to clear that (more like sleep though). I'll merely be a messenger to my opponents club so that the other Execs aren't left in the dark.

Thursday, November 28, 2002

Yesterday I asked a girl that I confessed love to how she felt about me. It just happens to be that she doesn't feel the same way I do, but I think she is still friends with me. Also I am not surprised by the response because I'm only a nice guy, and nothing more to anyone. No matter, I will get over this feeling, perhaps a bit quickly, but then I've always been accustomed to fast paced change. However, family wouldn't help because they are either, sick, cranky or is defensive. Also, if they ever found out about they would kill me if they found out about this past ordeal. I guess that is all for today, anyone I know who reads this and knows who I am in reality will either kill me as well, or dislike me further. I am the person that everyone thinks is a nice guy, but would never be close to a single person.

The lone Albatross I will be.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

Here's my first entry from a quiz that I took about what kind of aggressive person I am.

A WHITE Dragon Lies Beneath!

I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a White Dragon on the inside. If there ever was an apparition of balance, power and reclusive intelligence, my Inner Dragon is it. Whites are a fairly common dragon and are considered one of two harmonious dragons. My antithesis is the evil Black Dragon.

My Inner Dragon likes to think things out, plot against enemies, and look down upon the world from the highest mountain peaks. My favorable attributes are the Day, the Sun, truth, a positive attitude, and helpful magic. Humans only need fear me when they stray into my domain without proper tribute. Of course, that tribute would probably be a cake the size of a Volkswagen, but hey, if they wanted to move through my turf they should have brought it, right? If someone ever really wanted a fight I'd be an impressive opponent, considering I pack a breath weapon combination of Fire and Lightning. Even the nicest dragons can do some serious damage.