tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39698722011-09-30T08:28:42.393-04:00John's blogThe place where I log my concerns <br>Best viewed for resolutions greater than 1024x768Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.comBlogger1371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-48774833930044433572011-07-02T02:16:00.004-04:002011-07-02T03:20:19.140-04:00It's been 2 weeks since I came back, and everything still feels foreign to me all of a sudden. Well not everything, but I feel like I'm a different person from before I "ran away" from home. Physically the home has improved when I got back. Things are getting cleaned, and tripping over a wrench is now not the first thing to happen when I get home.Spiritually/mentally/emotionally/personality Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-33382404272995780742010-12-29T20:37:00.002-05:002010-12-29T22:41:04.543-05:00So the last time I posted was last year just about.Only reason why I'm here is so I don't fuck up and offend somebody again.I was selfish, unempathetic, hypocritical, and unreasonable. i'm sorry, for what i said and i hope you can forgive me. now that was about an hour before my fight with dad and the apology is directed to a friend i hurt the night before.now my hand hurts from my dad Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-30000496232018305552010-01-03T19:21:00.002-05:002010-01-03T19:40:03.234-05:00It's the new year, and a new start? Not really if you left things behind in the previous year. Anyways I just overheard my sister screaming like a female Chef Ramsay at my brother for his "sloppy work" in doing a job that she hired him to do. I feel it's unreasonable though considering all she asked him to do was "check the mail everyday, put it all together in a pile, and scan things for me. "Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-50745688655791301852009-12-08T10:31:00.002-05:002009-12-08T11:23:07.271-05:00I am very very tired. Tired in the manner of being unmotivated and just general down and out. Reasons why:Life is changing, and it has happened so fast that I didn't start feeling the implications of things changing until yesterday/today (which is about 3-4 days after it started). That change is that I might move to Vancouver for work, which means abandoning college here, means abandoning any Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-79223803538156927532009-11-17T01:19:00.004-05:002009-11-17T02:02:14.014-05:00Just another repeating bad day.It's like watching reruns on TV, except there's no channel switch, and there's no off button.I just finished going through my posts, and if you look at Sept 22, basically it was almost an exact rerun of that day.-late for class (didn't miss it this time),-usual classes-go home, eat, wonder why all the lights are on, and the fans running. It's wasting a lot of energyJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-13299142174780258632009-10-23T23:39:00.002-04:002009-10-24T00:46:53.543-04:00The incomplete circle of goals, success, and progress. So it's midterm season, and I'm doing quite well so far. However, one of the main downers was last weekend when I went to competition. I didn't do badly in the round-robin matches, but my elimination round, I was practically a target dummy to my opponent and for the first time in my fencing career, defeated in less than 3 minutes. So one ofJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-33262636893714772892009-09-22T00:53:00.002-04:002009-09-22T02:01:00.077-04:00So I'm sacrificing precious sleep, for a post. This post I'd say is relatively important in my life. I've actually become indifferent to the yelling and screaming, and anger that my Dad shows towards anything I do against him. This is different in that I usually take it personally, that I'm a failure, that I'm a loser, that I'm a dreamer. Plus all his arguments to corner me into admitting Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-26770701852919989482009-09-03T00:06:00.004-04:002009-09-03T01:53:31.045-04:00Lacking sleep sucks, I'm grumpy, and a little more frustrated than I usually feel. a) Info about OSAP for first timers I didn't know money was being wired to my account. I thought it's just being mailed like tax credits. I'm glad I came prepared though. b) High tension with parents because that happy dandy last post was a facade, which collapsed really badly. Now they're putting up obvious Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-46058429162558850212009-08-24T17:53:00.002-04:002009-08-24T18:18:28.066-04:00The Doctor is like life.1 bit of time things are all fine and dandy, the next there's chaos and destruction and hate everywhere! Also who's to say that "bit of time" has a specific regimented separation, it could be decades, years, days, weeks, minutes, even seconds with no particular value besides let's say x for any number in the real number system!So anyways not too much to blog besides the Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-79434778151674758832009-07-06T23:05:00.004-04:002009-07-07T00:39:32.641-04:00My body is suffocating,There's pressure within me that needs to be released.The most appealing way I know how right now to do that is cutting or shooting or puncturing holes in my body.The other alternative is to break the internal structures that create this pressure, or numbs the feeling.As most people know, I'm not the suicidal type, but I'm serious about cutting or shooting myself. Here's Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-91373654817391111212009-06-17T01:36:00.002-04:002009-06-17T01:51:23.842-04:00Forgive the swearing in this entry, but who wouldn't be frustrated to the point of doing so?I'm fucking 1 credit off from graduating ...For UofT students, that's 1/6 of a full year 1 credit course. This has stalled my previous application for that 42 week accounting training. Which means stalled my process to get a job (if it's not guaranteed, then that's another year of my life gone).Now I know Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-78658959911021352492009-06-02T03:15:00.003-04:002009-06-04T03:11:38.311-04:00If "A break at last" is a bit too long for you (4 pages single spaced), here's a shorter bad rant.So today was a kind of recovery from Sunday. How do I recover from being mentally and emotionally beaten so much in 1 time?I do 2 things, I either teach others skills that people want to learn, or fix equipment. Since I'm not armoury officer anymore, I'm not exactly authorized to go on a fixing spreeJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-63718374724245319622009-06-02T01:06:00.007-04:002009-06-02T03:06:27.861-04:00A break at last!Or so I thought. So my plans changed, a bit drastically too in just 1 weekend.It's the first time in maybe 2 months since I came back up to Richmond Hill. Yeah, it's not far at all from Toronto, but if you've got closer places to live and less time traveling, that still equates to more time being productive.Got home, and things were ok for 1 night, except for the fact that my Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-49439965781703591932009-05-27T03:57:00.002-04:002009-05-27T04:08:38.479-04:00Crappy TTC! My exam that was at noon, I was LATE and I left an entire hour before it thinking I'd have 20 minutes or so to spare. There wasn't a freaking bus for a whole half hour, and I'm just glad that the prof is a disorganized buffoon that doesn't know how long it takes to move people into a set number of seats (just got to lay down the exams, and people will sit where there is one). So Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-65685370444307190892009-04-08T23:57:00.003-04:002009-04-09T02:07:15.183-04:00You never let time mold your life. Mold your own life on your own time. That saying has been going through my head all day ever since the end of my meeting with a certain person. She'll stress about scheduling, stress about make sure to cast as wide a net to reel everything in. However, when that's all done, there's still always"We're too late. We have to start over again. Somebody can't Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-44421320966910347552009-04-05T02:00:00.002-04:002009-04-05T02:46:07.851-04:00This is probably one of my worst days ever, or I've just had a ton of patience go out the window because of a lot of crap happening. So my former fencing student had challenged Kendo to a duel. It's a cool thing, it's a wonderful way to be social too. Although it's horribly egotistical, and horribly difficult to maintain a sort of equality considering that they emphasize different concepts. Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-38610424466675825422009-03-10T01:16:00.001-04:002009-03-10T01:17:54.572-04:00Fresh friends straight from the society tree!It's amazing how I can let relationships (friends since that's all I have) go stale so much more easily than actual food that I eat.Here's an idea of how bad I really have to get to allow awkwardness back into conversation.Food goes stale in a week, maybe a month if you freeze it right.Friendships don't get awkward unless you leave it for at least a Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-75700751560183431632008-01-10T03:03:00.000-05:002008-01-10T03:05:44.900-05:00I suppose I've made an improvement from the last post, because instead of being afraid of rejection I actually am getting rejected now. Life itself has changed a lot, and has me always sort of doubting decisions I've made. A lot of them has to do with messing up my routine life schedule. So let's list them out, if anyone from the ring that does read this, it does in a way relate to my attendanceJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-71611712297802901592007-10-28T23:48:00.001-04:002007-10-28T23:48:42.133-04:00I wonder, and I feel stuck in my progression in life because of this. Pride and egos. What are they? Can it be described? Is mine's so obvious and there that you see it right off my face? Does everyone have a personal blocker of some sorts that we call pride and egos preventing us from learning? I'm having a really difficult time letting it go. I'm so "afraid" of looking like an idiot or Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1171295400769474392007-02-12T10:46:00.000-05:002007-02-12T11:09:05.139-05:002 months since last time's entry, and I have nothing much to say since I talk to people. I'll post to my other blog the one on dreams, but recently I've been in a bind to write the one I had oooh a month back. Vivid and rich enough to be written as a story. Anyways, again if you haven't already noticed, I don't post that often, but I'm still here, reach me at the usual places of MSN or calling meJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1163577068794807882006-11-15T02:42:00.000-05:002006-11-15T02:51:08.806-05:00I try and I try to help, yet something bothers me about the truth presented to me. Something bothers me about your hate, how after receiving the the forgiveness of Christ, you can not forgive the sins of another. Something both my fathers have taught me (Biological and Spiritual), that no matter how bad, how unchanging, how unsuccessful we are to turn a brother or sister away from evil. I Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1163522962522500772006-11-14T11:48:00.000-05:002006-11-14T11:49:22.536-05:00The stupidity of science ...Here I am wasting precious minutes when I need to finish a lab report in a few hours...I just realized we spent an entire month doing only 2 measely things, count Microbial load, and Identify an organism. It only takes 2 days to get a microbial load count, and Identify the microorganism using API20E system that we did end up using at the end!I am extremely unmotivated Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1162613047307208092006-11-03T23:02:00.000-05:002007-02-11T09:40:31.070-05:00Redid the page since I don't have a tagboard anymore.Also took down the old webring I use to be at which I am not at anymore.Still trying to get comments to be a link to post, rather then you having to enter the post to make a comment.Otherwise, I'm very tired, unmotivated in my studies, and just plainly want to do nothing or relax, or ... I think people get the idea ... Soo, off to sleep early Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1158292003354384602006-09-14T23:46:00.000-04:002006-09-14T23:46:43.366-04:00Hi God,I'm sure you already know. I ask that you help those who are lost find their way, and that you show them and well ... blatantly tell them where they are and where they should go. And ... Ummmm ... relatively quickly like NOW PLEASE. I beg you to help them now, or ... well I suppose the years of life we have in the mistakes we make are like seconds to you. So I am guessing you are doingJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1145255180469167552006-04-17T02:25:00.000-04:002006-04-17T02:26:20.480-04:00Sooo, it's been a good 2 months atleast since I last updated. Mainly because either I was a) playing games b) cramming and studying for term papers, and big labs c) socializing with friends *gasp* actually talking to people. d) fencing, and doing well. with some off days. Cramming and studying is the most important one as after screwing up midterms, I was stressed about fixing the grades, as I Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1137227542717259392006-01-14T03:31:00.000-05:002006-01-14T03:32:22.733-05:00STOP sowing the seeds of doubt! That's what makes this world terrible. All right, so a series of events occured. Naturally I'd blame it on Friday the 13th, and January 11th, as just supersticiously bad days.However, I won't because the circumstances of "bad" that supersticion would invoke do not touch people. People have their own characters, and therefore are not swayed by changes in Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1133315762812189752005-11-29T20:55:00.000-05:002005-11-29T20:56:02.823-05:00If I'm born to endure, will I ever find peace? I put in an effort and it is GUARANTEED for naught. So why do I continue to try? Why do I try harder so I fall harder? I thought I was better prepared, I felt better prepared, things looked better, but that was mere ignorance of reality...Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1132631780756370782005-11-21T22:56:00.000-05:002005-11-21T22:57:30.193-05:00I'm not athletic, so I'm not a jock....I'm not smart, so I'm not a nerd....I'm not artistic, so I'm not an artist...I'm not musical, so I'm not a musician...I'm not obsessed about anything, so I'm not an otaku....I'm not good at games, so I'm not a gamer...I'm not social, so I'm not a player...What am I?...I'm good at nothing, so I'm a loser.Ironic my name is John since I really am a Jack of all Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1131345062453283122005-11-07T01:29:00.000-05:002005-11-07T01:31:02.466-05:00Wow this really is a long time since I last blogged here, almost 1/3 of a year. Anyways here's todayNo electricity drives me from my apartment. Atleast the wind and exercise were good. In any case, I'm currently in the office sleeping over. There's a nice squishy 2-person sofa here to sleep on with lots of pillows which should be adequate in this forever lit room. Got my winter headband to Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1119813876417942342005-06-26T15:21:00.000-04:002005-06-26T15:24:36.420-04:00Hmmmm this blog is really empty. Anybody even look in here anymore? Guess not. Well I don't update anymore or that much anyways. I haven't felt emotional about anything, nor has life been that much exciting. I wake up, eat, play games, go to classes, and out with friends every now and then. That's about it. I'll pop back in and out every now and then to make sure it doesn't deactivate.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1117473229377896882005-05-30T12:53:00.000-04:002005-06-26T15:26:16.496-04:00Wow how long has it been? Almost 2-3 months. Anything to say? Nope not much. My grades are fine, well borderline. I had fun seeing friends at Anime North convention. Events itself weren't that much fun. Visited high school at beginning of the month to wave hi and walk around. Physics in summer school is boooring.This entry wasn't finished, but generally been playing games besides those 2 events.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1110774723643363552005-03-13T23:31:00.000-05:002005-03-13T23:32:14.026-05:00Busy busyLast week has been quite busy, as I shirked fencing last monday due to insomia the night before. Studied my ass off for the chem test, and all the events of the previous test occured except for the missing calculator. Then studied for Bio the rest of the week. Rescheduled an appt that was planned for the 17th, to a few weeks later. It's going to be quite busy the next 2 months with Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1105249527078485262005-01-09T01:44:00.000-05:002005-01-09T00:52:40.236-05:00Note: This entry is REALLY long since it's from my LJ and is actually 2 entries. One is my resolution and goals for my life. The other is my "year in review" Belated Happy New year, and enjoy the read.I know I'm already a week behind, but oh well, I have 51 weeks to improve myself (Wow it now seems incredibly small). First stating what needs to be done first: #01: Procrastinate less. #02: Play Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1104340825614490192004-12-28T13:19:00.000-05:002004-12-29T12:22:11.086-05:00I had a dream last night, but the dream is much more vivid, and much more easily remembered than most of my vivid dreams. In addition certain symbols and events occured in their context, but I had not even read about what context they should be in until after the dream. So I am concluding that I'm getting a warning of my ill-behaviour.
Anyways I'll start off in chronological order since that's Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1103751297621056372004-12-22T16:33:00.000-05:002004-12-22T16:34:57.620-05:00Oi, everytime I blog, it's because either lots of stuff happened, and I get a very long entry, or I have something to rant about and still make a very long entry. It's been a good 3 weeks since I blogged, and nothing really bad has happened since then (or if there was, I got over it quickly).
Anyways, first off WHY I haven't been blogging that much is that every university student has to STUDY!Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1102199962983405042004-12-04T17:37:00.000-05:002004-12-04T17:40:40.830-05:00Hmmm, not sure what I can do to make this entry structured. This week was pretty random and full of itself. I guess the most structured way of starting is list what's happened, and then write something about each. I had my bio midterm this week, spent 3 days playing and fooling around, learning to do office hours, had a weird dream, found out one of my grade school friends died so early, ate out Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1101539583909597682004-11-27T02:05:00.000-05:002004-11-27T02:13:03.910-05:00It's been a long time since I posted here, and I'm posting here again because I might be creating accounts or another account from blogspot or blogger again for YAMA. I'm quite busy as well with uni, YAMA, fencing, and the like. Got no crushes, since I was shot down before I could do anything, abstaining from such feelings since I need to wait and let things come naturally, and not force feed Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1099196789548547252004-10-31T01:25:00.000-05:002004-10-31T00:26:29.550-04:00Stuck in a jam, working hard and fast, destroying things hard and fast, life's a sine function, remember that. I'll come back whenever it's a trough or crest again. Life's rough currently
Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1095476307615729162004-09-17T22:57:00.000-04:002004-09-17T22:58:27.616-04:00Hmm, it's been a good long month since I last said anything. Actually it hasn't because I just ignored copying and pasting updates from my LJ to here and my other pages. University has started, although I still have not had a FULL week of classes. We start early than everyone by 3 days, but we have an extra 2 days off this week because of religious holidays. So it balances out. Classes have Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1092428720436599332004-08-12T00:03:00.000-04:002004-08-13T16:27:48.540-04:00Yah, it's late at night that I'm starting this, because I tried to finish a section in my calc textbook, but I didn't understand most of it. I don't understand why HK makes concepts as simple as domain and range, and inverse function complicated. There's no need to throw set theory into it, and it doesn't save on paper, and it just confuses people about set theory as well.
This isn't the main Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1092328967711660422004-08-11T21:39:00.000-04:002004-08-12T12:42:47.710-04:00ARGH! I got bad timing again. Well just a description of the context of my subject first: When I play first person shooters, I always come out when an enemy is about to run out of ammo. ABOUT to run out, they're not actually out of ammo at the time I come out of cover, so I get shot and die. Same with online games where I'm about to enter a corridor, and I enter in the strafing motion, I still Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1088753271009651722004-07-02T03:27:00.000-04:002004-07-02T03:27:51.010-04:00Setting out to do something is always the most stressful of all times
Well, the past week has been relaxing, went out and enjoyed myself a few times here and there. The usual conflicts and yellings. Not sure why, but Canada Day was really tense. The night before dad was stressed because we had to send off sis' documents to her. We Xpressposted it, even though I told my dad to use Priority Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1088310130007439572004-06-27T00:22:00.000-04:002004-06-27T00:22:10.006-04:00Life is a sine/sign.To the individual, life is a sine curve. To the rest of society your life is a sign of greatness. Everyone posssess greatness of something. In kindness, and in strictness. In optimism, and in pessimism. In strength, and in weakness. Greatness in all things is why a society can neither have complete peace, nor complete chaos. Thus is the balance of the world we live in.Just an Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1087020924389185712004-06-12T02:14:00.000-04:002004-06-12T02:15:46.553-04:00What I regret in life is not that I tried and got hurt, it's what I let pass and never found out.I haven't come back here since the last good thing because I've been extremely busy in the past 2 weeks, and mainly enjoying the company around me while it's still here. Well okay not really enjoying the company around me as everyone disappears to places that I will never know of (probably sleep in Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1086122362762058962004-06-01T16:39:00.000-04:002004-06-01T16:39:44.266-04:00Hahaha, funny warning quiz
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Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1085814685004778352004-05-29T03:10:00.000-04:002004-05-29T03:24:09.913-04:00What hurts the most, is courage coming with tardiness. Be thankful for your second chancesSomewhat of a different saying for someone that is still hyper and happy from Prom. Well let's start with the beginning of the day. Everything is fine except I felt like someone out of hicksville town, and not knowing where to go to find the right buses to university. I find it, and well I already missedJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1084603261193120402004-05-15T01:34:00.000-04:002004-05-15T02:41:46.563-04:00Everyone is born with selfishness. Kindness is a trained characteristic. You can't be born with this.
It's been more than just a few days since I last posted, so I thought I might try and just say what's on my mind. Generally, I've been feeling bad lately. Everyday I see 1 of the 2 awards I've ever received in my life. 1 for Chemistry, and 1 on Friday the 14th for a valiant 3rd among about Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1083724198774760012004-05-04T22:29:00.000-04:002004-05-04T22:34:16.153-04:00With age comes experience, and with experience comes wisdomWell as I recall the last time I said I'd make an entry was when passed the next cycle of goods and bads. Well life in general is not exactly picking up in terms of being overly happy because I am not allowing myself that priviledge. Mainly because even though a lot of good things have happened, I have a pile of stuff to do as well, andJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1082266411050712552004-04-18T01:33:00.000-04:002004-04-18T01:37:26.090-04:00A single grain of rice can tip the scale of success(contentment) and defeat (misery).Lots of things have happened, and life is pretty okay, nothing much is happening with me, except for a large number of jugglings with my schedule, as the final stretch of the school year approaches. Prom cancellation is iminent (iminent not eminent, they are entirely opposite in meaning), which is a major bummerJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1081309049081925442004-04-06T23:37:00.000-04:002004-04-06T23:41:24.280-04:00When ambitions are at stake, we forget that trust, honour, and friendship are existing entities.Well, just when i thought things were looking up, I have had everything I hold dear to my heart torn to pieces. I won`t say who they are, because I still respect them highly for who they are, and as much as they mentally beat me, I will still stay true to what I`ve been as much as possible. However, Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1080982704299583882004-04-03T03:58:00.000-05:002004-04-03T04:01:59.310-05:00Fear, difficulty, and beauty are all perspective. They will always be confirmed if you expect them and do nothing about them. Well it is the end of yet another terrible midterm exam. I know I made millions of errors, despite my attempts to stay accurate. John can be intelligent, but his big problem is ACCURACY. So GOOD BYE nice marks, and in comes another disappointment in life. Well I stillJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1080416775086266092004-03-27T14:46:00.000-05:002004-03-27T14:49:41.763-05:00To defeat an enemy, you must think like them.Yah yah, somebody already said that, and a ton of other quotes I put up here. But in any case, still trying to resist the unreasonableness in myself, but I`m doing well. Currently bored with not much to do, maybe I should go back to my hobbies. Well anyways how`s the week? It`s normal, do the hmwk, watch the days ZOOOOOM by you as you age. Hmm, Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1079412393602332922004-03-15T23:46:00.000-05:002004-03-27T14:49:59.000-05:00Relationships are partnerships. You dig a hole to help dig something up, but now you need help to fill the hole upHmm, is this place REALLY worth keeping? Only a few other people come here besides myself, hey I wasn't even worthy enough for a review when I submitted this blog for review! Great way to show my loneliness =T I feel lonely, because nobody talks to me! Besides from school geez I am Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1079164913254932212004-03-13T03:01:00.000-05:002004-03-13T03:05:01.280-05:00Autobot Jazz (before Moonbase 1 is devoured by Unicron): "Talk to me!, Welcome me!, Hello, Hello, Earth!"
Okay, so it has been an extremely long time since I've last wrote here. Well mainly because things have been volatile in my moods, and I like to keep these entries with as little mood swings as possible. Things go by, things happen, and despite several efforts to stay in touch with reality,Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1077950874188657512004-02-28T01:47:00.000-05:002004-02-28T01:54:40.263-05:00The majority are spectators, they never have the courage to be a participator.
Song: Affirmation --Savage Gardens
Hmmm, I should be well adapted to the Down Friday feeling because it's now happened 4 times in a row. So why do I continue to acutely feel it. Mainly because I felt good when someone ACTUALLY took their own responsibility to tell me why they couldn't make it to Robotics. Why Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1077432695097768902004-02-22T01:51:00.000-05:002004-02-22T01:54:15.936-05:00A Link to the Past, can make a link to the foreseenI've come home from my OTHER home, and well it happens everytime I go there. Nostalgic in a sense of my very small childhood living in an apartment, while containing the luxury of my the future I wish to achieve. My apartment is nostalgic because I've always remembered what it was like to live in a small space, bad, dusty ventilation, and care Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1076557678367852712004-02-11T22:47:00.000-05:002004-02-11T22:51:46.030-05:00Brillance is light. The radiance of revelation, with the shadow of logic and processBoy oh boy, a new semester, and it's less rocky than my last semester. Firstly, I don't have a lot of problems except that I don't like the lack of response from people when I send mails out. Just because I don't say "REPLY PLEASE" doesn't mean it is inappropriate to reply. I'm not a spam bot that doesn't need Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1075430990401520672004-01-29T21:49:00.000-05:002004-01-29T21:53:37.733-05:00Endings are always a mixed bag
It's over, exams are finally delt with, and the semester is over. I enjoyed the semester, a lot more than I usually do. So leaving a semester this year, I have an acute feeling that I'm leaving something that was really great. It was really great though, I discovered a great deal of things, academically, socially, and other things that I can only inadequately Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1074296879619532172004-01-16T18:47:00.000-05:002004-01-16T18:51:12.043-05:00Parallels in life, that see each other, but never cross pathsWow, I very long time since I touched any of these pages. Mainly because I have been quite busy, and I'm on the edge of completely losing all my "super-brain powers." Those powers comes from sleep, and relaxation actually, where I would usually have a decent balance between sleep, relaxation and work. However, I recently have also Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1073623292878524662004-01-03T04:00:00.000-05:002004-01-08T23:43:15.590-05:00Good times come with good effort
Good morning for yet another late entry, but have you noticed that I'm much happier at night than during the day? Maybe I am a night animal that enjoys the seclusion of darkness, the beauty of a moon, and the dazzling of stars. Haha, the only ones out here if it were that would be black cats, racoons, foxes and wolves. There are people that are already racoons Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1072831599604761692003-12-30T19:46:00.000-05:002003-12-30T19:48:10.123-05:00Urgh, for goodness sake, since when has John become a target for displeasure! Is it because I'm too happy once again?! I must be kept in some form of agony, either by being left in a cliff hanger to know somebody is unsure of themself or just merely the victim of a short tempered sibling. I'm supposedly their guide to the right course of action, but I was contradicted each and every time I Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1072831483154214862003-12-28T19:44:00.000-05:002003-12-30T19:46:13.700-05:00As my friend's display name says Ever Onward - Funz over, time to study. Well atleast the holidays were good for the most part. Party on the Friday starting of the holiday with a party, bike riding in december, playing games throughout, cleaning the house up, talking with friends, and getting my airplane done. Well the landing gear broke again because glue does not work very well over tape. I Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1072241892365057682003-12-23T23:58:00.000-05:002003-12-23T23:59:33.750-05:00It's been a long time since I was here, and it's been a long time since anyone visited. Well I come back on a very bad note, and so here is the latest entry.
It happened again, and it will continue to occur. The law of conservation of happiness. As much as I try create a happy life, and perhaps for those around me, it is impossible to create a place of increasing the happiness in the systemJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1070766278676847902003-12-06T22:04:00.000-05:002003-12-06T22:05:38.310-05:00My life is currently on the line, going without my blood pressure meds for 2 days. Don`t do anything sudden or it might cost me dearly.December 5, 2003 - 7:56PMLife crumbles, it doesn`t explode. I have bad timing, I`m not organised enough, parents assume I don`t have a contingency plan, and I`m too anti-social still.There are some stuck up grade 9ers in robotics that think they`re all that, butJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1069555104665445242003-11-22T21:38:00.000-05:002003-11-22T21:41:42.856-05:00Ookay, another entry in less than 5 hrs. I'm typing this because something really unsual, and good (or bad) has happened.My crush from last year, and still a very close friend of mine's Liz, called me up about 2hrs after my last entry. She was asking for help in chemistry. She's in university, and so it would have been more logical for her to know more on chemistry than me. Well she called meJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1069536670115722442003-11-22T16:31:00.000-05:002003-11-22T16:46:56.140-05:00Wow, 2 weeks since I was here ^^;; Well that was because I was busy. Let's see, I barely passed 2 of my tests (as in just above 50%), and I think I did very badly on the midterm exam *cries* Okay well I'm better now that its not all crammed at me in about a week. In robotics, we did pretty well for a high school, and we weren't last place when going against university teams and individuals withJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1068328474223854242003-11-08T16:54:00.000-05:002003-11-08T16:59:20.496-05:00Hmmm, I think I got a sign from somebody up there, trying to direct me where to go. Last night after going to sleep at 0100 I had a very quick nightmare to wake me up. Basically a bumble bee lands on me while riding my bike back home, and I dust it away. It comes back and trys to sting my right arm. It stings the clothing around my arm, and not skin, but its stinger is still trying to find my Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1068243118153139452003-11-07T17:11:00.000-05:002003-11-07T17:35:43.500-05:00ow ow ow, shoulders are killing me @_@ That mountain of Calculus and Physics is really heavy. Plus going to the bank to depost money walking 3km takes a long time (and is tough on the shoulders since I carry my backpack as well). D-boat is fun, although I didn't workout to the point of PAIN, just to the point of stiffness. Isolated a penguin at school for around 3 minutes, but failed to ask Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1068002925965369742003-11-04T22:28:00.000-05:002003-11-04T22:29:02.420-05:00Why is John going super nuts by blogging when he has a test in 12hrs!!! Ok just a quick update, blah blah blah, mount calculus and physics rising ever higher, bio mark is exploded through the roof ^^ Maria likes me as a friend only (that's good), tests, exams in 2 weeks, started studying, SATs done, eww the marks, but then I didn't study for those. Lots of fun, going through life as normal Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1067378724610811042003-10-28T17:05:00.000-05:002003-10-28T17:05:31.826-05:00Okay, it's a very very very very very very long time since I actually posted here. Well that's probably because I was updating my AA site instead of this site =P Did the 2nd physics test earlier this month, and did a calculus test too. My Physics mark is now an 88%, that's nothing new, I've had that average before, I need to break what I call the 90 barrier. I've only gotten to the 90 barrier Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1065181215885470572003-10-02T21:41:00.000-04:002003-10-03T07:40:58.520-04:00Okay, so it's suppose to be election day, and there's lots of hype as to what has been foreseen for many months. Conservatives are taking the boot. So it's another bad day today, well it's because of many things. For starters, we got our physics test back, and my knowledge section is just terrible. I made so many stupid calculation errors that it cost me 30% of my knowledge grade. Also, my Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1064882009811663722003-09-29T20:33:00.000-04:002003-09-29T20:38:09.190-04:00*cough cough* =( I have a cold. My first one in more than a year. Anyways, what happened in the past few 2 weeks? Well Friday was sooo much fun, despite the rain =P catch me online, and I'll tell you how much fun, but as always, such joys never last, or are clouded by bad news that comes after it. There wasn't a lot that happend until my doc's appointment on the Wednesday. They told me my Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1063975211049721482003-09-19T08:40:00.000-04:002003-09-19T08:40:10.686-04:00Okay, so about 2 weeks since I've been online sooorry for not coming online, but I've been extremely busy with school =D
Well let's see here, it's around 8:00AM in the morning, and I am reading the weather maps because the tail end of Hurricane Isabel is suppose to hit. WAAAH!!!! It's disrupting my meeting with friends today. The heavy stuff should hit Toronto in about an hour =T That's 1 Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1063069367729754742003-09-08T21:02:00.000-04:002003-09-08T21:02:47.613-04:00August 29, 2003
Today is the last day of summer holidays. I have spent the last day enjoying it to the point that I find it miserable. I converted the DVD Inu Yasha - The Love that Transcends Time, and I played serveral fighting games with my friends. We discussed a little about school, and enjoyed each other's company. The day went like this, Wake up at 8:00AM and start converting. Read andJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1061582136817735512003-08-22T15:55:00.000-04:002003-08-22T16:44:18.393-04:00Blah, John is going to be philosophical and contemplative.
I can't start from where I left off last entry, but I'd much rather just throw everything out as I think. I want to do it this way because it will show you how unorganised my mind is.
Right now, I'm in trouble for staying up on the computer too long and too late. That's because the computer is in Dad's room and so while I'm Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1061497940097696042003-08-21T16:32:00.000-04:002003-08-21T16:40:43.040-04:00Haha, just a useless quiz post =D
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Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1061146711165167312003-08-17T14:58:00.000-04:002003-08-17T15:56:00.796-04:00Okay, so I haven't typed in here for about a week, as it pretty much follows the frequency of my Hard Copy journal.
This entry was made on August 15 of the hard copy:
I was preoccupied with lots of other stuff. I'm still on track of my math and I will finish exactly half the textbook at the end of the summer. I'll try to work on ti during the school year with the same pace as I have Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1060612375890067432003-08-11T10:32:00.000-04:002003-08-12T13:29:49.360-04:00There's an update further down the entry!
Okay, I'm changing my layout back to fairly simple. I also took down my tagboard because it doesn't serve any function to me anymore as well. IF you want to make a comment, or ask question about entries. Please send an e-mail to linus_11vf1a@yahoo.com
Well I'll keep the webring, since that's okay, for the moment.
Another great week, it has been Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1060109748804583142003-08-05T14:55:00.000-04:002003-08-11T15:12:39.280-04:00August 5, 2003
Wahoo!!! August is a lucky month!!! Well it usually is for Chinese people^^;;
If you don`t want a run down of everything just skip to the Sunday 2nd paragraph, read that, and then skip to Reflections.
Friday was a very productive day. I woke up, ate, went to do math. I had a feeling the last section before the review was going to take longer than I estimated. Dad got lots of Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1060050175828683462003-08-04T22:22:00.000-04:002003-08-04T22:22:55.776-04:00It's the start of a new month, and therefore I will make a few changes to my life (just like Kero ^_~). First I have a real physical, book of paper and pen journal. I write in it fairly frequently, but each entry goes for 4 pages. I guess I'm easier writing in a completely private journal, than I am even here. Also this month has been filled with a lot of good luck (I'll fill you in on that Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1059287114225059522003-07-27T02:25:00.000-04:002003-07-27T02:50:17.760-04:00Now here's what happened on Friday. I wake up, turn on the compy, and internet is down!!!! *cuuuurssses* Anyways, I start up the DVD-burning, and went to go do chores, and math. I did all that, and came back to check on the internet connection and the burning process. Yay, internet's back!!! *flies back online* I surf the boards, and chat with Kero and Fae. I am then bombed by my little Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1058902101811078402003-07-22T15:28:00.000-04:002003-07-22T15:50:51.376-04:00Wow, it's only been 3 days since I was last hear, and yet it seems like an eternity. No game installations, I've just been here at the computer talking with lots of people Online, playing around. I passed the training session, but only after I turned on invincibility @_@ I must be rusty. Anyways, AL came back up shortly after I said "Mass Exodus" from AL back to OASK and I giving up on tryingJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1058596431408420092003-07-19T02:33:00.000-04:002003-07-19T04:44:15.783-04:00Currently Listening to: "Feel My Heart" by Every Little Thing, AND "First Love (Piano)" by Utada Hikaru, AND PLAYING "True True" from Love Generation on my piano.
Well it's been a week since I was here. Now let's see, more games installed, some chatting, Mr. Anonymous at Ris and Jero's places got messed around with *hee hee*. The entire AL has been shut down, and now there's a "mass exodus"Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1058063890769603322003-07-12T22:38:00.000-04:002003-07-12T23:11:34.536-04:00I've done most of my upgrades for the computer except for the stupid RAM upgrade because after i plug the stick in properly, my video card goes screwy. DVD-burner inside, adobe photoshop in computer, printer drivers installed. 1 of my space combat sims installed, and that's it. House has a new TV, but we still only use 1 of them (the new one of course). Oh, and there's office 2000 and Visio Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1057703482461652252003-07-08T18:31:00.001-04:002003-07-09T15:04:04.640-04:00Yippee, I modfied my blog layout on my own. I now know how to use the basic functions of frames (thanks to staring at Roman's and Joanne's blog code for about 6 hours), and I acknowledge that I stole some code (the scroll ability for the entries in the blog) and formatting from Joanne (Although it seems most of the world has a picture on the right side of the screen).
Okay, I'm making an Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1057703463432499582003-07-08T18:31:00.000-04:002003-07-08T18:37:12.590-04:00Into Fangli's and Joanne's blog, one can find 2 opinions on the course that are strikingly the same, but then I can see the difference in personality between the two. Fangli's entry is going to take the time to relax for a day, and then stress over the next week or so. Joanne's hasn't stopped that peak study mode yet, and it doesn't look like it will stop (which is fine too, just get enough Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1057593806042430582003-07-07T12:03:00.000-04:002003-07-07T12:05:28.556-04:00It's Christmas in July for me ^_^
I've got all 3 theatres of WWII finally for Combat Flight Sims (Combat Flight Simulator 1 and 3 is the European front, IL-2 Sturmovik is the Russian front, and Combat Flight Simulator 2 is the Pacific Theatre)
I got 2 new PSX1 games (FFTactics, and MotoRacer 2)
Lots of computer upgrades, and a new mp3 CD player. Just missing a scanner and a monitor now.
A fewJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1057111892249835322003-07-01T22:11:00.000-04:002003-07-01T22:11:32.240-04:00WAHOO!!!!! In less than a week of summer vacation, and I'm already #1 and most of #2 of my summer plans!!!! Currently trying to communicate with my IRL friends over ICQ (turn on your ICQ!!!!). I took a trip with my family to Niagra falls, and for the weekend. I haven't been there in 14 years!!!!!! Also the place is beautiful, and I got pics (need to be developed), and camera footage (not Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1056639038280100262003-06-26T10:50:00.001-04:002003-06-26T10:50:38.253-04:00YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY Exams are over!!!!!!! Well I still have another year of high school to go but, I'm happy that I don't have English to contend with anymore!!! Now here are my plans for summer:
#1 Clean my room (1 day)
#2 Fix the old and new computers of the house as well as network them(1 week or more)
#3 Finish that last Math textbook in my room!!! (1 month)
#4 Study courses for next semester Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-1056639028029436522003-06-26T10:50:00.000-04:002003-06-26T13:34:11.473-04:00If I have the support of my family, and the rest of society. My creations will reflect the positive society, as my creations may be used for construction, exploration, and other useful applications. If I am thought of as crazy by my family, and rejected by everyone for being weird. My creations will reflect my anger at society. Everyone thinks that a RL Gundam, Battlemech Atlas, and Imperial Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-956967302003-06-15T19:26:00.000-04:002003-06-20T18:32:06.000-04:00Okay, today is mainly a reflection on my night at what is TO BE (Not IS, because I'm still in HS for another year) my university residence. It was a clear night, with a full moon. I looked out at the window and first thought "I think I'll take pictures of this beautiful city at night" So I did take a couple of pictures (6 pictures). Afterwards, when everyone had gone to sleep, and I was left Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-956422352003-06-13T17:04:00.002-04:002003-06-15T19:28:36.000-04:00Time to update this place before it becomes a dusty empty book in the basement. First, I've downloaded 1 CD by the group "Every Little Thing" and I can't stop listening to them (Current favourite is Feel My Heart)!!! Also I got a MP3 CD player, That's 20hrs of Music per disc!!!! Woohoo, unfortunately the player saps energy like crazy (5hrs of playing time before my Nickel Metal Hydrides die). IJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-956422262003-06-13T17:04:00.001-04:002003-06-13T17:04:27.060-04:00Now here's a "correlation" (gets whacked by friends for bringing statistics class back) between Charles Brown, and I:
Charles Brown
-Liked a red-haired girl
-was always afraid to approach her
-always finishes last
-always searches for deeper meanings in life
-nobody listens to him
-ridiculed by his society for his mistakes.
John
-Liked a red-haired girl
-was always afraid to approach her
-alwaysJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-956422122003-06-13T17:04:00.000-04:002003-06-23T17:27:32.000-04:00Now another issue that bothers me every day, every night, every spare period, and even when I am changing to my next class. I still look for a girlfriend, but not as a possession. I look for her because I wish to know that there is somebody out there who will listen to me (as in just me expressin, not commanding) and who can support me, as I will try my best to return what she is looking for inJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-941192682003-05-10T17:08:00.000-04:002003-05-10T17:09:59.000-04:00Wow long time since this place has been updated. Anyways, I'm super busy right now with a genetics exam in 2 days, English term paper in 3 weeks, stats project in 3 weeks. I also have robotics competition on Friday. I wonder if I am better, or worse. I am most certainly unique and alone. Firstly, I am alone because I found out that the red-haired girl in my stats class has a boyfriend (duh, Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-932033842003-04-24T18:19:00.000-04:002003-04-24T18:19:03.650-04:00Well, I suppose this is my post to reply to everyone who posted on my tag-board (Thanks). Well to answer Mut-kun's question of me bringing the boards into this, I actually didn't bring my problems to the board (That would be bad), I'm just saying that my online activeness at the boards has taken a crippling blow. Also, I am refraining/blocking myself from chatting mainly because it is eating upJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-929502662003-04-20T19:06:00.000-04:002003-04-20T19:40:33.000-04:00Let the War begin.
There's nothing nice to say, but I suppose that's what I do, I destroy everything. Let's start with the enlightenment of Friday. On that day, all family members in the house found out that I still continued a relationship with Sakura, but they have brought me to see the light. In addition I destroyed the last remaining bond between my parents (trust), and I have Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-923335772003-04-09T23:01:00.000-04:002003-04-09T23:08:36.000-04:00Well, I just finished revamping my entire blog layout ^^;; isn't it a lot nicer than it use to be ^_______^. Anyways, the person pic above today's entry is how I'm feeling like. Which means today I'm pretty happy about life. Well let's start off again from where I left off last week ^_^
Monday of last week: I wake up, and go to stats, didn't really listen to the lesson, and went on reading.Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-916763432003-03-30T20:20:00.000-05:002003-03-30T20:20:05.670-05:00*sigh* what a week this is, and probably going to be too. I spent the past week WORKING. My stats hmwk is now only FCP and Permutations, so that's not to bad, but I also have to read 150 pages by tomorrow. *sigh* this is going to be a long night (I look like Charlie Brown with war and piece). Well atleeast I can do all this work in the comfort of my own room now that my dad let me borrow his Johnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3969872.post-912325792003-03-23T13:27:00.000-05:002003-03-23T13:27:08.123-05:00Yay, I got a tag board too ^_^! Anyways, the last week was just HELL, and now I feel like Rick Hunter more than Maxmillian Jenius or Roy Fokker like I usually am. *sigh* life sucks AGAIN! Well to start off, the day I got back to school, I was swamped with more hmwk than when I left for March Break. What gives?! If you're going to front load the semester's school work for the 1st half of theJohnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17266214745355706685noreply@blogger.com0